And it still goes on..

At times, one wonders why things are as they are and not as they should be. Trivial as might this statement sound, but the meaning is simple, why don't things work out as you want them to be. The Culprits can be listless, Time, Circumstance, Resolve, Decisions or Plain dumb luck, and when everything comes together to ensure just that you falter, then what does a man do. 

At times I feel so weird, after achieving everything that one might want, there's still this craving in this heart, about things undone and wishes unfulfilled. You might have the best, but the emptiness of just one thing, just a lone single thing, can ensure that all other factors are outweighed. And how can just one thing mean the whole world to a person? I'm baffled and at the same time stuck with this question. 

People say, truly desire something, and the whole universe will conspire to help you get it. How wrong this is, is what only I can tell. Truly desire something, and try asking the universe to conspire into helping you, and all that you get is in the Trance of just wanting that one thing. Everything you do, every principle you follow, is just for the sake of just that one desire that you want. And then a mad hope takes over, that its meant to be, hence it will be. So mad is this hope, that even when you know there's not even the remotest of possibilities of it happening, still in your hearts or hearts that is the only desire that you have. 

And then, you're left with no cure. The aching feeling, of emptiness and hollowness is only filled by the longing desire of want, further amplifying the pain and then follows this vicious cycle. Till you're just consumed with the thought of just that desire. My simple question is, Just why things are and not as they should be? Why?


In the end, this is The only thing I'd want to say!